The whole process, the whole day feels like a
countdown to doomsday. Just a constant tick, tick, tick…and somehow deep down I
can feel what it’s like if it had stopped right now. The disarray of events and
the relief in the everyone’s eyes that yet another weakling has fallen and not
them. The best of scenes and the gloriest of ending hidden behind drawn curtains
and dimmed lights. A very happy birthday, and a tragedy in real life:)