How
long have I been chasing
How
long have I been living
How
long have I been dreaming
Like,
really, why am I even trying?
The
wilderness of the sea is in you
It’s
the only thing I want, the only thing I find beautiful
I
voyage the whole world to meet my doom
Unaware
that my sails need your presence to move
I
travel in circles with no direction
Hands
rowing until they become frozen
I
now doubt my belief in a perfect illusion
Of
seeking the waters for a precious diamond
Stranded
in the ocean, I notice the wind carrying leaves
“Leaves
mean trees! Oh, your land is close by calling for me!”
I
throw my food off board, ready to live my fantasy
With
you, my beautiful, I can finally be happy
I
follow the leaves, rowing in full speed
Days
turn to nights, but I never go more than an inch
I
stop, wondering is this your cruel trickery
No,
instead of following the leaves, they’re the ones following me
My
heart breaks , and the damage is done
I'm the only sunflower that does not obey the Sun
Shine
brighter and I’ll break into a run
I
surrender, but you’ll always be my number One